Am I stupid ??

When running as it should, coming so unexpectedly in my life, I never thought this feeling anchored dihatinya After all this time I close my heart ... the beginning of the mundane but made sure I had to have it, he was able to comfortably beside me, me forget the past who never want to experience again .. I call him "A", the little girl tiny berparas, which widened his smile when I called namanya.Matanya sparkling, said she is so graceful, and hope that he offers as if the fire rekindled my spirit is almost extinguished because of a drop of stain in the past ...
My days more fun when I'm sure I could have, in my heart I promise to myself .. "if someday I could be with him, I would never hurt him, never wasted affection Feel ...!!!". Such things did not seem relieved if I keep this feeling for myself ... the temple of the temple I was putting my feelings to one of my friend "B", what is ... senagnya heart to see a big smile, and support incessantly spoken from the mouth sahabatku.Sahabatku know what my heart, knowing what I wanted at that time .... I started to believe in my new best friend, who in every my days I spent with him.
Day after another day, until one sunny morning, amid our conversation sounded so cheerful chatter of one of our friends who had joined in with us .. "eh tau gak ... the" B "going together loh ma" A " "..... degg ... I paused, as if my heart stopped ... is it true? incessantly this heart to ask! .. the "B", sabatku as megerti situation, do not wait for instructions from anyone he immediately dismissed the rumors .. my heart started to calm down ... I know you do not sabatku I menghianatiku ... mecoba positive thinking about changing itu.Siang afternoon after finishing college .. as usual we were sitting in front of the campus , off fatigue which occupy the minds been eating morning bird kami.Kabar take my composure returned, sentence by sentence the same again came out on the spot ...! I try to remain calm, despite the party's heart filled with distress empty space in my heart. "K", a close friend of my mngajak we played briefly in boarding the "A" .. do not wait too long we drove with four friends lain.Di our boarding place "A" I just can pause at the correct path is at the door of boarding "A", stroke-small stroke about any rumors that come out again ... I was just confused ... can I still do, I can not believe he thought about this already semua.Hari afternoon, we finally said goodbye for the home, not including me .. without the word goodbye I went to the house ... when he got home, my heart is getting restless ... can not imagine if the rumors were indeed a true friend ... so Could stab in the back?
With a curiosity so much, I tried to find information from one of his best friend "A", let's call him "E". "E" is a friend "A" which is very close to him, they migrate together to study the city of Jogja ini.Dengan a million questions I send short messages via sms on "E", hoping to find a certainty that may be made lega.Alhamdullillah the "E" my sms responded well, "E" his son, cheerful, cool, good ... even understanding. Sms by sms too .. we were going through but I still can not get information that showed an assurance from him. Collect my courage, I tried to capitalize desperate smsin "A", asking about rumors konfiramasi it ... "A" as if to cover it, he dismissed the rumors, and not mamintaku to discuss it again .. "A" says stomach pain and can no longer respond to my sms from, whether it's true or just a mere excuse, we have concluded the chat that night. I kept quiet corner sat didnding my room, staring at the clock showing the time was almost dawn. Lost my mind for some where, what remains is an increasingly mass despair subsided. "I have feelings ngungkapin if I want to know your heart" A "" .. it is in my mind at that time .. at last I ventured to say about my heart at the "A" through SMS, hoping the next morning got a comforting answer . Adzan voice echoed in the middle of reverberate the quiet dawn, I still could not close his eyes to sleep .. I decided to go back to fetch water widlu and get ready for morning prayers, after prayers I lay my body just to unwind, for whatever reason I finally feel asleep juga.Tak hot sun blinding my eyes through the glass window right beside my bed, I wake up, although my body felt very tired because I did not sleep all night.
My chat shower as "E" went back to continue through sms. Intrigued with the answer "A" which is I've been waiting I tried smsin "A", but unfortunately my sms not replied ... I'm afraid "A" mad because my expressions last night. I also ask that the "E" why my sms to the "A" not returned .. if he was mad at me because ungkapanku last night?. ... "He was not angry kok, maybe" A "again busy, he does not maknaya your bales sms, ntar busy when you're not sure he's back", so "E" trying to win me ...!! Not long after my HP finally rang again .. "A" replied my sms as well, hopefully I read it word for word, letter by letter observed barharap get the answers I expected. But God willing the other, I was not allowed to have "A", with careful barhati "A" string word by word, sentence by sentence so that I can receive penolakkannya ...!! Under the guise of being angry and smile made-pernytaannya I responded, I thank .. although my heart really disappointed. Expectations turned out he had given for this was fake, just semu.Tapi I just hope seneng, because in the end I know that feeling of "A" to me.
On the same day, at intervals of not too long I finally got the answer to the question that always bothers me, which made me relieved and made me very sick heart. It turned out that the rumors are true ... HhHhHhhh .... my hands were shaking, my body felt limp no bone in my body ... the "B" which is I think of as my best friend menghianatiku heart, stab me from behind without a sense of twelve sorry. "A" and "B" was invented in secret, without my knowledge. And "B" knows gimana I loved as "A", how I wanted "A "....... so I gave munafiknya front of a support, encouragement to pursue my expectations .... but he tore the lies behind - rip it all .. degrade the meaning of a friend. Why ...???? Why could they treat me like this?? Hinakah me their eyes? Bodohkah me before them? So that they have the heart to fool me with their games!!?? Honestly .. I am angry, I was sick, .. but I realized I was a nobody to them, I do not deserve mad at them, they are entitled to do what they want.
A lesson that is very important to me ... not all of those expectations are true, not all friends are friends ... I hope they get what they are looking for, hopefully they are satisfied with what they've done ... I'll try to make them happy with fake smiles my ...
"B" my friend, thanks for the support so far, thank you for all this enthusiasm, and thank you for all this time ... penghianatanya
Start the "A", may you be happy, fake hopes I will always remember me .. thank you have had fun for a while .. even then you take back what you give joy .... and replace it with the pain ..

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When running as it should, coming so unexpectedly in my life, I never thought this feeling anchored dihatinya After all this time I close my heart ... the beginning of the mundane but made sure I had to have it, he was able to comfortably beside me, me forget the past who never want to experience again .. I call him "A", the little girl tiny berparas, which widened his smile when I called namanya.Matanya sparkling, said she is so graceful, and hope that he offers as if the fire rekindled my spirit is almost extinguished because of a drop of stain in the past ...
My days more fun when I'm sure I could have, in my heart I promise to myself .. "if someday I could be with him, I would never hurt him, never wasted affection Feel ...!!!". Such things did not seem relieved if I keep this feeling for myself ... the temple of the temple I was putting my feelings to one of my friend "B", what is ... senagnya heart to see a big smile, and support incessantly spoken from the mouth sahabatku.Sahabatku know what my heart, knowing what I wanted at that time .... I started to believe in my new best friend, who in every my days I spent with him.
Day after another day, until one sunny morning, amid our conversation sounded so cheerful chatter of one of our friends who had joined in with us .. "eh tau gak ... the" B "going together loh ma" A " "..... degg ... I paused, as if my heart stopped ... is it true? incessantly this heart to ask! .. the "B", sabatku as megerti situation, do not wait for instructions from anyone he immediately dismissed the rumors .. my heart started to calm down ... I know you do not sabatku I menghianatiku ... mecoba positive thinking about changing itu.Siang afternoon after finishing college .. as usual we were sitting in front of the campus , off fatigue which occupy the minds been eating morning bird kami.Kabar take my composure returned, sentence by sentence the same again came out on the spot ...! I try to remain calm, despite the party's heart filled with distress empty space in my heart. "K", a close friend of my mngajak we played briefly in boarding the "A" .. do not wait too long we drove with four friends lain.Di our boarding place "A" I just can pause at the correct path is at the door of boarding "A", stroke-small stroke about any rumors that come out again ... I was just confused ... can I still do, I can not believe he thought about this already semua.Hari afternoon, we finally said goodbye for the home, not including me .. without the word goodbye I went to the house ... when he got home, my heart is getting restless ... can not imagine if the rumors were indeed a true friend ... so Could stab in the back?
With a curiosity so much, I tried to find information from one of his best friend "A", let's call him "E". "E" is a friend "A" which is very close to him, they migrate together to study the city of Jogja ini.Dengan a million questions I send short messages via sms on "E", hoping to find a certainty that may be made lega.Alhamdullillah the "E" my sms responded well, "E" his son, cheerful, cool, good ... even understanding. Sms by sms too .. we were going through but I still can not get information that showed an assurance from him. Collect my courage, I tried to capitalize desperate smsin "A", asking about rumors konfiramasi it ... "A" as if to cover it, he dismissed the rumors, and not mamintaku to discuss it again .. "A" says stomach pain and can no longer respond to my sms from, whether it's true or just a mere excuse, we have concluded the chat that night. I kept quiet corner sat didnding my room, staring at the clock showing the time was almost dawn. Lost my mind for some where, what remains is an increasingly mass despair subsided. "I have feelings ngungkapin if I want to know your heart" A "" .. it is in my mind at that time .. at last I ventured to say about my heart at the "A" through SMS, hoping the next morning got a comforting answer . Adzan voice echoed in the middle of reverberate the quiet dawn, I still could not close his eyes to sleep .. I decided to go back to fetch water widlu and get ready for morning prayers, after prayers I lay my body just to unwind, for whatever reason I finally feel asleep juga.Tak hot sun blinding my eyes through the glass window right beside my bed, I wake up, although my body felt very tired because I did not sleep all night.
My chat shower as "E" went back to continue through sms. Intrigued with the answer "A" which is I've been waiting I tried smsin "A", but unfortunately my sms not replied ... I'm afraid "A" mad because my expressions last night. I also ask that the "E" why my sms to the "A" not returned .. if he was mad at me because ungkapanku last night?. ... "He was not angry kok, maybe" A "again busy, he does not maknaya your bales sms, ntar busy when you're not sure he's back", so "E" trying to win me ...!! Not long after my HP finally rang again .. "A" replied my sms as well, hopefully I read it word for word, letter by letter observed barharap get the answers I expected. But God willing the other, I was not allowed to have "A", with careful barhati "A" string word by word, sentence by sentence so that I can receive penolakkannya ...!! Under the guise of being angry and smile made-pernytaannya I responded, I thank .. although my heart really disappointed. Expectations turned out he had given for this was fake, just semu.Tapi I just hope seneng, because in the end I know that feeling of "A" to me.
On the same day, at intervals of not too long I finally got the answer to the question that always bothers me, which made me relieved and made me very sick heart. It turned out that the rumors are true ... HhHhHhhh .... my hands were shaking, my body felt limp no bone in my body ... the "B" which is I think of as my best friend menghianatiku heart, stab me from behind without a sense of twelve sorry. "A" and "B" was invented in secret, without my knowledge. And "B" knows gimana I loved as "A", how I wanted "A "....... so I gave munafiknya front of a support, encouragement to pursue my expectations .... but he tore the lies behind - rip it all .. degrade the meaning of a friend. Why ...???? Why could they treat me like this?? Hinakah me their eyes? Bodohkah me before them? So that they have the heart to fool me with their games!!?? Honestly .. I am angry, I was sick, .. but I realized I was a nobody to them, I do not deserve mad at them, they are entitled to do what they want.
A lesson that is very important to me ... not all of those expectations are true, not all friends are friends ... I hope they get what they are looking for, hopefully they are satisfied with what they've done ... I'll try to make them happy with fake smiles my ...
"B" my friend, thanks for the support so far, thank you for all this enthusiasm, and thank you for all this time ... penghianatanya
Start the "A", may you be happy, fake hopes I will always remember me .. thank you have had fun for a while .. even then you take back what you give joy .... and replace it with the pain ..